The following words are from Ann VosKamp at A Holy Experience ...
"We need your messy stories. And you need your messy stories.
Why do I need your story and why do you need your story?
Because story is a way that the Spirit of God can bind our wounds.
It is in story, we meet the Spirit of God. The reader meets the Spirit of God in the reading of story — the word made flesh in your life. The writer, you, meets the Spirit of God in the writing your story – the word made flesh in your own life.
The Word God wastes nothing and He heals two broken hearts with one story – the reader and the writer.
Us who are fighting for joy from behind the laundry heap and in the trenches with the crying kids and with the bruised marriages and the crushing debts and the battered , frayed dreams, and we. Don’t. want. To. Get. Out. Of. Bed — we need your messy, real, authentic, unmasked stories. And you who are fallen and broken and scraped– you need your messy, real, ugly stories. Because in the hands of the Spirit, story becomes a salve to the skinned souls.
The first person that any words ever heal — is the writer of those words.
Because our words aren’t wholly our words.
They are from the Word God Himself.
Yahweh, You alone are my God, not Google
Jesus, You alone are my Savior, not site meters
Holy Spirit, You alone are my Comforter, not comments….
So be it, today, yesterday, and every post to come.
This is my prayer I have made on earth and over this keyboard…
Let it be ratified in heaven.
Amen."
I love reading Ann's blog and I find myself just basking in her words. She has such a gift and God is really using her. If nothing else, go to her blog and just listen to the soothing music playing:). I have said this before, but I so long for this blog to be a real picture of who I am...not just the best parts of our life and family. Of course I tend to put up the best pictures and the fun stuff, but I really do strive to be real. To be honest. To be an upside down blogger and not paint an unrealistic picture of our life. My story is messy with a capital M and it always will be because of sin.
Amazingly though my heart has been cleansed even whiter than this beautiful white snow from Christmas and I don't have to be afraid of the mess or the sin. It's already been dealt with on the cross. Another goal of mine, is to be even more real in 2011. I created this blog (and the ones before it) to be an ebenezer of sorts...a place of remembrance in honor of all that God has done. Because that is my story...He has done marvelous things, in the midst of the messy and the mundane and the beautiful.
Will you be an upside down blogger in 2011 too?































































