My heart has been heavy lately for so many things. So much hurt. Husbands who have lung tumors. Young moms dying of cancer. Women longing to be pregnant. College students addicted to pornography and other things of this world. If I'm not careful, I can be lured to thinking our God is not good...that He doesn't care...that His promises are not true. I find myself focusing on the hurts instead of my heart being lured to the cross. To the One who carries the hurts and is redeeming them for His glory. There are things I will not understand this side of heaven. There are things I truly HATE this side of heaven. I do not like suffering. I do not like being stripped of comfort and ease. However, there is a mystery in it. Suffering brings people to the cross. Suffering brings me to my knees before the throne and I am drawn into the presence of the Holy One who suffered most Himself so that one day there would be no more. I choose to believe His promises are true and by His grace I see Him weaving redemption stories over and over again. This stirs up hope and enables me to trust even when I don't like what I see. God IS good. He IS faithful. He is our shepherd and He does all things for His glory. I can't argue with that.
I love this CD called White Flag. It's from the ministry Passion. I love every single song but there are three in particular that I just love....Sing Along, You Revive Me, and Bless the Lord (10,000 Reasons). Below are some of the lyrics...Download these songs if you haven't done so yet...
From the farthest corners of the earth Still His mercy reaches
Even to the pain we cannot see And even through the darkness
There's a promise that will keep us There is One who came to set us free
Great God Wrap Your arms around this world tonight Around the world tonight
And when You hear our cries Sing through the night
So we can join in Your song And sing along
We'll sing along...
{Christy Nockels}
You revive me
you revive me Lord
And all my deserts are rivers of joy
You are the treasure, I could not afford
So I'll spend myself till' I'm empty and poor
All for you, you revive me Lord
Lord I have seen your goodness and I know the way you are
Give me eyes to see you in the dark and your face shine of glory
That I only know in part
And there is still a longing a longing in my heart
You revive me
You revive me lord...
{Christy Nockels}
The sun comes up, it's a new day dawning
It's time to sing Your song again
Whatever may pass, and whatever lies before me
Let me be singing when the evening comes
Bless the Lord, O my soul
O my soul
Worship His holy name
Sing like never before
O my soul
I'll worship Your holy name
You're rich in love, and You're slow to anger
Your name is great, and Your heart is kind
For all Your goodness I will keep on singing
Ten thousand reasons for my heart to find...
{Matt Redman}
Most importantly I need the promises of the eternal Word...
We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield.
In Him our
hearts rejoice, for we trust in His holy name.
{Psalm 33:20-21}