13 days ago, Jeff left to go down to Florida to direct a missions project for college students.
I "got" to stay home because of a little something called SCHOOL. The last 10 days have made me think about homeschooling more than ever:).
Today, Jeff is coming back home to help me pack up and then we will all drive back down to Destin tomorrow and finish the project up in about a week. There are 2 really great things about that....we get to enjoy the beach (hopefully the oil will hold off a little while longer) and there is NO MORE SCHOOL FOR SAMUEL!!!! Hallelujah!
I have a definite new respect for single moms and for moms whose husbands travel a lot. I did have some help off and on during the first part of the 13 days but for the last 5, I have been totally on my own. It has been hard and I have been close to driving myself over to
Bryce Hospital several times to admit myself. I LOVE my kids and I truly do love being a mom. But having to do most of the daily tasks (meals, bedtime, bathtime, homework, therapy, etc. etc) ALL BY MYSELF has made me so TIRED. It has also made me jealous and envious of people who get to live close to family. All that to say, I am so thankful for my husband and all that he does when he is home. What a difference it makes to have a daddy around!!! Thank you God for giving us such a wonderful daddy and husband to do life with. I don't think I could have made it one more day without him.
The kids have done well for the most part. It's just the dailyness of having to train and discipline and redirect and break up arguments that get to me. I am struggling with feeling like my kids are just really horribly behaved. And it's never more clear when we are in public. Pretty much every place I take Ellie Kate gets to witness her strong willed nature and desire to pitch fits over every.little.thing. This week, especially, I have truly become a bit scared at what her future holds. Of what she will be like as a teenager. I literally am crying out to the Lord for wisdom and patience as I parent her throughout the day.
But the hugs and kisses, the times of obedience, and the way they love me unconditionally...it's worth it. The times they play well together are times my heart is soothed and I know I will long for these days back again when they are all grown and gone. For now, I fight for patience and I ask sweet Jesus for all of His strength because Lord knows, I am so so weak.
It's been a really beautiful week here with nice temperatures so we have continued to spend a lot of time outside. I have added a watermark to my pictures because I have become a bit paranoid about my pictures being stolen. Anyway, hopefully it doesn't take away from them:)
Not to be outdone by Samuel's photography skills, I let EK take a pic. I was standing right beside her and the strap was firmly around her neck. She snapped this of Abigail...

I think she might need a bang trim:)
And these are just some more fun ones of the kids that I love...
yes, EK has on her china UGGS in 80 degree weather (I pick my battles)


samuel found a wild blackberry



classic



no more pictures mom!